Sunday, July 03, 2005
well, I am still sitting here, just waiting for AF to arrive.....I am so anxious to get our next cycle going..I am excited to have a plan (although I have been secretly hoping that by some miracle, we wouldnt need the RE next cycle). Today for some odd reason, I took an hpt, not sure why, cuz i know that it is highly unlikely that I would get pregnant on my own......of course, it was negative. I knew it would be......why would I waste a perfectly good hpt....argh!! So if i knew it would be negative, but took the test anyway, why would I be so upset to see a negative???? Not sure why i find it necessary to torture myself that way! Well, needed to vent/whine a little this morning! On to a family picnic ......