Friday, February 24, 2006
I am not sure what came over me last night but I finally blurted out to Jeff that I want to start trying again.....NOW!! I have been having the urge for awhile now and have just mentioned in passing to Jeff that I wish we could start again. But last night, I asked him what his feelings are on the whole thing. He says "Well, I definetly want to do it again" but he is worried about the $$$. We both really wish we would hear about the lawsuit money (ARGH!!!) I have been conflicted about everything....do we try again ourselves, do we do the donor egg IVF (60% chance of success) or is adoption our future?? Jeff isnt really on the adoption train yet, but is open to it....he doesnt really believe that me meeting 2 women with adopted chinese children is a sign.
Today I am trying to be proactive. I have called the lawyers office (left message), I have called our IVF clinic and left message for the donor egg coordinator. I have no idea what kind of timeline is involved in the process of finding a match.
Jeff would like for us to try an injectible IUI cycle again in April...it would cost about $900 and I think he knows that this will ease my "urge" because we will be activily trying. but honestly, I dont think we have a chance doing that.....
All I know is that I am starting the process.....maybe even tandomly. I also ordered certified copies of our marriage license and birth certificates ( just in case we head down the adoption path).
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