Tuesday, May 30, 2006
This has been the longest 8 days of my life.....and I have one more to go. there hasnt been a minute gone by that I haven't thought about tomorrows u/s.....I have been praying and trying to turn it all over to God....every other breath has been a prayer. I have gotten sick almost every day, yesterday and saturday being the exceptions...everytime I have thrown up my husband says "I am sorry that you have to go through this"...and each time I respond "if my baby is ok, then it is all worth it"... and it is. If the baby is not ok, then it will all have been a cruel joke. I honestly dont know how I am going to make it through today...I am sure there will be no sleeping tonite...we havent really told anyone about this torture. My mom and those close friends who read this blog are the only ones that know anything is going on. Jeff talked to his parents yesterday and didnt tell them a thing except that I have been getting sick. They believe that the sickness means the baby will be a girl. We were in conversations over the weekends with friends who do know our torture but it wasnt spoken about....we were talking about future plans and at least twice the subject of my pregnancy came up(ie..."you will be so big then, so I guess we can't do that") all I could think of is "well,after wednesday, this pregnancy may not "be" anymore".....well this time tomorrow, we will have our answer.
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